The activation sequence keyed in like it had done a hundred times before and the star gate in from of the Snowmobile vanished to be replaced by a different star field. However this time things where different.
Two ships where at the gate with the Snowmobile. The sensors had then marked with a red tag indicating they had performed criminal actions and Concord had reduced their ratings appropriately.
Quickly I scanned the star field, looking for the nearest point of reference to try and align and warp to. Finding a planet close to his line of flight he began the sequences to align and warp. However the Mammoth class is not known for it’s quick handling and the pirate had the Snowmobile targeted and locked down before the sequences could begin.
I watched as the indicators showed the armor and then hull vanish around him. A hard bump hit me just before the Snowmobile exploded throwing out his escape pod. As I tried desperately to wrap the pod out of the area the tell tone ring of a ship locking the pod came over the sensors. Suddenly I was jolted as ,Fred let out a loud RRROOOOOOOFFFF!
I jerked upright in bed, Fred sat at the end of the bed, his tail thumping away. The damn dog was the best clock I had ever owned, always waking me at the same time, OH SHIT THIRTY!
It was two days ago that I had lost the Snowmobile, a Mammoth class ship, in an attempted low sec haul. It was also two nights in a row I had dreamed of it. This was bad, I had to get control of this now before the fear had such a grip I could never get free.
Since the lose of my Mammoth I had been skittish. I had made some ISK but the returns where only fair and had all involved a lot more jumps than was needed. Well enough was enough. Scanning the markets screens it only took moments to find what I was looking for. There in the Placid region, I could get Oxygen canisters for almost half the price I could sell them for only a few jumps away.
The reason the canisters where not moving was because the trip involved jumps through two low security systems. Well I needed to do something to recover financially so with this in mind, a bit more fear than Ie liked to admit in my heart, I hit the buy button. With a heavy sign of resignation I used most of my ISK to buy up as much of the inventory as I could.
With the buy made there was no longer a choice, I jumped into my ship and prepared to undock. As I made the trip through secure space to the first low sec jump I did some quick calculations. The Snowmobile II was outfitted a bit different from the first one. Instead of the full being full of expansion modules to increase hold capacity, this time I had put on two expansions but also updated the super structure with nanofiber to make the ship more agile. This mean less cargo space, based on my calculations it would take 4 round trips to get all of the merchandise.
As I approached the gate that would take me into low sec I turned and buckled up Fred, this could get bumpy.
The jump sequence ended and sure enough my luck was still down, two pirate ships, no wait three, oh crap five now where at the gate in a camp. All cruiser or bigger in size. Well Fred at least when we go down it will be quick.
I set the sequence and began the warp to the next gate. As I expected one of the ships started to lock me but much to my surprise I was able to get out before the lock was completed. The rest of the trip was uneventful and so with a full load he turned to head back into safe space. Again a bit of fear gripped me but the trip went as planned with no pirate interference.
The second trip also went off without a hitch so I was feeling pretty good about this whole thing, but trip three was not so uneventful.
Trip three again found a pirate camp at the first gate. Again it was cruisers and sol I set course and began my warp, only this time I went nowhere. One of the cruisers was a heavy Interdictor and it had me locked down tight. Since I had no cargo in the hold I did not waste any time and moved me and Fred into the escape pod quickly. As expected it only took moments for the Mammoth to be destroyed and I was able to quickly pilot away the pod to safety.
Once again anger was not a part of what I felt, rather just a frustration with myself. This was silly, why keep doing this when the risks do not out weigh the rewards? Okay enough, enough of trying to make it big quick. Time to step back and re-evaluate this job.
The first realization to set in was that there was only enough in the wallet for a Hoarder. The second
was that the rest of the merchandise HAD to be gotten to break even. So the Hoarder was bought, outfitted with expanded hold space and also a special shield module that would protect the warp core from outside interference.
Finally outfitted the Hoarder was able to make the two needed runs to finish with all the merchandise. The sale did allow me to break even. I have the money to buy another Mammoth but I think for right I now I am going to stay smaller. Sure it is a step backwards but I have a plan. I am not going to try and recover what I lost. Instead I am going to start over and move from here and see where we go.
As I stand looking at the Hoarder class ship in the hanger I feel like I have taken a step backwards. However sometimes a step back is needed so you can move forward.